Monday, October 29, 2007
Stressed!
Its just 1 week after sch reopen and im feeling so stress. 8 weeks of rush hours. Im taking only 2 subjects (with no exams), 1 is software engineering, another is about creating e-commerce websites where ppl can shop and make transactions online. Weee it sounds so simple rite? 2 subjects only. no exams somemore. its hell -.-now we changed to block teaching. we have to squeeze in 18 hrs of the e-commerce thing and 10 hrs of the software engineering in 1 week. everyday 5 hrs lab, 3 hrs lec, etc. and almost every week we have to hand in assignments. By week 5 we have to hand in the completely working website so tat the teacher can shop online, pay using credit card, etc. like wth... 5 weeks only! furthermore these 2 subs are problem based learning..... everything we have to find out on our own. haisometimes my team members oso v sian. call them see this must ask like 5 times. they call me when i busy den they will pull me. zz i really dunno how to adjust to this block teaching. now i have v little time to meet sa. tats why i always wanted dinners tgt but sometimes i know she cant. hmm i really hope nth will go wrong. i need to increase my gpa til at least 3.33 by end of this sem. really need to. =(
hai... just some random rants.
8:13 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
For days, I sat waiting. Waiting for the someone to pick me up.
Finally the day arrived. Sitting patiently, I beamed to everyone whom I see. They all said I'm beautiful. Finally 1 night, I was out with my partner. She laid on something soft and shone as bright as she can to the someone. The surprised look on her face made my partner felt more confident.
Hi everyone. This is me.
I represent 2 people; the excitement, fun and joy they have together; the anxiety and concern they have when 1 is down; the care they have for each other when 1 is tired; the willingness to help each other; the understanding they have for each other; the understanding they share for each other; the time they spend on each other.
Small and fragile as I may seem, but I'm actually very strong and full of the force to keep these 2 people together. Everyday, they will look at me, and think of each other. Everyday, they will protect me as though they are protecting each other.
I am Love and my partner is Trust. Together as a pair, we form the rings that represent eternity.
We bind the 2 people together.
There is never a finishing line for them as they are in our circle of eternity.
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Sa just left my house. What happened? think i must have done something to make her feel hurt. think i need to explain things fast. hai...
its not what u think sa. Im sorry..
2:05 AM
Monday, October 8, 2007
its been 1 week since i finished working. lol got 1061.75 at the end of the 3 full weeks. its an enjoyable experience though sometimes its frustrating >.<Sa is currently having her promo exams. She is trying her best le, so pls let her at least pass the papers yea? *pray pray*Everyday she study til so late, i see le oso heart pain. everynight drive night shift taxi =(Sometimes drive halfway fall asleep too... later car crash. lol but lucky theres me to wake her up. (",) heheSoon her exams will be over, den we can go shop, eat, do watever we wan lo. woots like finally escape frm a cave after being stranded like tat. -.-hmm sa if u are seeing this, rmb. must always have confidence in urself yea? own the papers instead. if cannot, at least must try ur best. tong gui yu jing with the papers. lol -.-JIA YOU!!!!!
6:18 AM