Thursday, November 15, 2007
Promises i made, i always cant fulfil them the way i want them to be. i really dunno wat to do. im always giving u false hopes.
am i good enough for u? i am really unsure. i wanna try til the very end. but if trying means making u stick with me when u have no feelings, wat good will it be. i really dunno..
After thinking through all these times, i realise i still love u very much. I know maybe u will be happy outside without me always burdening u. I want to let u go.
But everytime i remember those times we went through, our ice cream sessions, watching movies with my parents, our long hours of shopping, studying together, meals together, they are all so memorable and fun. I cant bear to let all these go.
I cant bear the thought of this. wat if we brk up, den next time i happen to go those places we went together. Pepper lunch, marina sq, suntec, airport, seoul garden, etc. how will i feel? will i regret? i really cant think of it. it makes me feel very scared, very sad everytime.
i wanna cherish the girl who made me change so much in my life. the girl who made me realise who am i. the girl who made me wake up. but she is unhappy.. can some1 please tell me wat to do?
8:56 AM
